The fear of death lies

I see the world,
With eyes of yesterday,
The fear of death lies around the corner,
The smell of drugs on the street,
You lie there,
Your friends laughing,
You, you are crying,
Shouldnt have taken that pill,
You start of bad, and
Take another pill,
And you reach that new level,
Above the world,
You find yourself the next day,
Watching Sesame Street and actually enjoying it,
Its then that you see,
See it so clearly,
You sleep that day,
And realize that your,
Entire life was just one,
Long dragged out trip.